Sakinah<33

2011-05-28T21:48:00.001+08:00

2011-03-19T00:16:00.002+08:00

After all of our cancellation of meeting ups, at last she agreed to see me. Misssessssss! (Y)
Went to Century to buy my wedge ive been eyeing since last week. Made up my mind to buy it anyway even though ive shortage of money (yeeahh, same old story :D). huhuu. Headed to Bugis to buy her stuffs. Dresses and shoesss. :)

My schedule is packed! i thought 1mth plus of holiday would be very long before it ended. but nopee! I still have dates to go with. Things i need to do/achieve. Places my legs wanna go to. Stuffs i need to buy. Godddd! So many things yet so little time :(

Been going to gym/jogging this week. feel like learning how to swim. yeeessss i dont know how to swim. sad to say :( Why am i doing all this? - To have a toned legs. hehehhee. *praying hard*

2011-03-09T22:39:00.000+08:00

Movie date with Naia. Watched 127 hours at cineleisure. seriously, the movie was gruesome. like hell disgusting. Imagine u, using a blunt knife to cut your hand off. yikkkessss! Overall, the movie was okeyy. Its just about a guy trying to survive while his hand was being stuck between rock. Had a little bit of window shopping here and there. Ive already list some of the things i wanted to buyy! hehehhee :D Then naia found tops she wanted to buy so much! headed to ayam penyet ria for dinner and cabbed home since we were so exhausted. :)

2011-03-07T21:28:00.002+08:00

2011-03-06T23:25:00.001+08:00

Dined in swensen with family on my mother's side for dinner. to celebrate aunt's birthday. 2nd sister had to take emergency leave just to follow us. she wouldnt want to miss all the fun and especiallyy the food :) Our table was quite kecohh and noisy with my cousins attitutude. with their disturbing and all.
Had black pepper seafood pasta for my main course and chocolate malt for desert :)

Faizul's 19th

2011-03-03T23:35:00.000+08:00

This guy's 19th birthday. hehhe. celebrated at Marina barrage. Our plan was to surprise him by bringing him to Marina Barrage to the others while being blindfolded. But it was ruined due to some reasons. Had pizza and cupcakes for picnic at the basement since it was raining.
Played kite after that :)

Thats all from us, nothing much :D

2011-02-25T23:59:00.004+08:00

Ive been searching fr a wedge and found this. Now, I want this wedge so badlyyyyy! :( but it costed 65bucks. Gaaaahhhhhhhhh! And, I just bought myself a red sling bag online, a long stripe cardigan, blue high-waist skirt and a black gladiator. but still, that is not enough to relieve all my stresses! I even persuaded my mum for money, just to buy me a good facial wash (SmoothE) since my face recently had breakouts.

Im sorry. Thats all i can say. because i know even though how hard i tried to be the best, ive failed you.

2011-02-25T22:17:00.003+08:00

(not in the picture: Aineyy)
miss andayuuuuu. i wanna watch malay theater againnnn :(

2011-02-18T12:46:00.002+08:00

Will be back after semestral exam. And that will be the days where ill update oftenly.

- I just miss how close we used to be. Now, everything seems to be upside down. Once again, i need to adapt to these changes.

2010-12-19T13:07:00.001+08:00

Feel the need of deleting this blog. Been lazy to update as much as last tyme. And i think that even though i have a blog, i would not express all my feelings here. Stating all my problems would not be appropriate. Alot of things had been happening lately for the past 2months. And i dont wish to elaborate any further. so yeahh, now im having my 2weeks break(: And ill be working as ad-hoc at mango tamp. Then ill have the money to go shopping and buy new bag and clothes for the next sem, hopefully.

It was Shaz birthday on the 16th followed by Naia's. Celebrated on that Friday. Had lunch at Seoul Garden, Marina Square. Me and aini then proceed to buy secret recipe cakes for them; classic cheese and chocolate banana. Surprised them at esplanade. Well, it wasn't a surprise already. Because they knew it all along. Really had fun with yguys. <33

Dzul not in the picture. Sorry dude! hees.
And Naia, enjoy yrself at Korea. Take care. meet in in 1week time :)

2010-10-17T21:55:00.005+08:00

Initially i wanted to go to school and buy the notes for next semester. But then i changed my mind and decided to exchange the books with Amira (core1) Hopefully, her book isn't that bad as she told me so. *pray hard* because if not, i have to sacrifice my money yet again.
Straight to vivo city to buy new sandal. Saw alot of clothes that is worth buying for. Look kinda nyce and cheap as they having a sale. But when i try most of them, it doesn't look as pretty as when i saw them in display :( bought a piece of top there even though it was the last piece. Had my late lunch at kfc, which is my all-time favourite, cheezy meltz(: Tasted the roasta burger my friend bought and it was juicy,tender and tasty. yuuummmm. I wannna buy that next time my feet step into kfc restaurant okayy. hehhehe. Walk walk and went into all shops that were having deductions, sale etc. I saw this 2 cool&unique sandal but ive made up my mind to concentrate my money on clothes :( And my friend had to pull me away everytime i saw stuffs that i really wanted to buy. tskkk. Should have prepare myself. Shouldnt have go shopping with shortage of money in my hand. Forever21 and took all the accessories. i dont know why but forever21 accessories are waywaywayyyy better than diva ones. and next stop, Plaza Sing.
In total: bought 4 tops, 1 dress, a sandal and the rest are accessories. Not that much luh. hhmmm nevermynd. Gonna save more money for the upcoming flea market. Hehehehe :D

Fb status: im not ready fr sch tmrw. And most importantly, i hate waking up early. Cisss!

I miss Vietnam and their company like serious shit! How i wish that school doesn't start tmrw. Goodbye happiness and say hello to :(

Kraken Class Chalet 11-13 Oct

2010-10-16T16:08:00.011+08:00

Meet some of my classmate at bedok inter. Naia was late and we had to cab down to wholesale bbq center at frankel ave. Ordered the necessity. And then cabbed to downtown. Edwin and Tracy had already checked in to the chalet so we(the boys) just have to carry all the stuffs inside. Didn't carry anything since i was sick that day :D Went into the room. story-telling & camwhoring(: Edwin started the fire at 530pm. thank god. because im way too hungry. Did not have a bite at all since i stepped out of the house. Ate alot of chicken wings and otah, my favourite two. hehhehe. I miss them all, lyke seriously(Y)

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Monday is the start of our school day :( Time flies.
They're having a gathering before school starts, probably having fun together watching movie etc. But sadly, i did not join them today because Arasha is having her birthday party at Pasir Ris. Im in dilemma. Not sure whether i should attend her party. Haiyaahhhh. Im too lazy to go out.

4-9 of October

2010-10-09T17:20:00.004+08:00

Day 1: Ho Chi Minh City - CuChi Tunnel
Assemble at Changi Airport T1 @ 1050am for flight to Saigon. before that, had breakfast at the food court basement but i merely can stomach anything. Vomited most of the food out. Probably because i ate variety of food the night before. Farewell to friends and family that sent me off.

After lunch, proceeded to Cu Chi Tunnel Tour to Cu Chi tunnels– the underground village built by Vietcong during the Vietnam War. Visit the tunnels within 1.5 hours. We were drenched from the rain and the tunnel was so small that we had to crawl inside. In the tunnel, we had to go down, climbed up and everything. It wasn't just a smooth one.

Dinner. Specialty: beef soup in a coconut with fire circling around it. Cool, isn't it? Then check in to hotel and overnight in Saigon.
Day 2: Ho Chi Minh City / Viet-Sing Industrial Park - Factory Visits
Yakult Visit. They brief about the yakult processes and their benefits. I didn't really hear much though. It was quite a bore.

Had lunch at the hotel. We were sooo excited when we found out that the floor and the window were moving. =.- Haahaha. Most of our conversation was about that. After lunch, proceeded to the candy factory. We had to wear like this in order to be permitted. We looked totally dumb in this. Lyke totally. With the slipper on and everything.

Orientation tour around the city center area, features the highlights: Notre Dame Cathedral, General Post Office, City Hall and Opera House.

Dinner. We were impressed how creative they decorated the food. 1st picture: a penguin catching a big fish. 2nd picture: a chicken made up from pineapple. And because of this, the malay guys were having dirty thoughts. They made use of all this things to make it dirty, with the help of the waiter there. Totally hilarious.

Day 3: Ho Chi Minh City / Mekong Delta
Breakfast at hotel. Depart this morning by road for the Mekong Region, the area of agriculture products and fish, for boat cruise on Mekong River (4200km long) to the Thai Son Island. Enjoy all kinds of tropical fruit in this area. Then, walk through the handicraft village and also visit some of the local farmhouses. Continue our journey by sampan boat (rowing boat) alongside the small canals to the Trung Luong restaurant, where lunch will be provided (with local specialty-deep fried elephant-ear fish and sticky rice ball) I fell in love with the sticky rice ball. Super-niceeee! Im craving for one now. But too bad. I have to make all the way to Vietnam to eat those again :(

We're free at Ben Thanh Market for shopping for 2hours. A lot of things happened within that 2hours. The seller were so desperate that they keep on pulling our hands so that we would buy something from them. And one of them was really angry because we went to her shop so many times but didn't buy anything. Bargain and bargain, like hell. But it was fun. Bought myself a bag and wallet there(: Shopping for clothes in vietnam sucks. There isn't much there.

Day 4: Ho Chi Minh City - School Visit / Hanoi
Breakfast at hotel. Morning: visit and exchange with Ho Chi Minh City University of Technology in Saigon After lunch, transfer to airport, board domestic flight to Hanoi. Upon arrival, transfer to Halong Bay. 3hr plusplus in the bus. Check-in Hotel at 11pm. Overnight in Halong Bay. The hotel was scary. Only me and aineyy was in the 2nd floor while the rest were in the 5th storey. It was too creepy that we transfer our luggage to Wawa's room and sleep there. The next morning, we heard people telling their experiences at night/ ghost stories. Day 5: Halong Bay / Hanoi
Four hours boat cruise on HaLong Bay to visit wonderful grottos. I swear, the scenery is damn beautiful! :D My legs were shaking from climbing up. Seafood lunch provided on boat. Manicure for 40,000 dong. Afternoon: travel back to Hanoi, visit the Old Quarter. Have shopping and dinner. Enjoy the special water puppet show. Overnight in Hanoi. Most of us did not sleep since it was our last day together. Wanted to order kfc that night because all of us were damn hungry. But their kfc delivery was already closed. :(

Day 6: Hanoi / Singapore
Transfer to the airport for flight back to Singapore.

Overall: A great experience. One week pampered with luxury foods and hotel. I will miss all the night activities with them. Talking while drinking gloria jeans coffee and eating cheesecakes late night. Watching ghost movies in the guys room. Watching them play the babi and maki game & having a laugh over their jokes. and most of all, the bonding due to 'something'. hehhehe. desperate times, desperate measures. only we know what that something is(:

2010-10-03T23:44:00.005+08:00

Bought all the necessity for Vietnam(: Including my maybelline concealer & liquid eyeliner. Excited and scared at the same time. gonna be independent for once. gee. 9hours time and ill be at the airport. Some of my friends gonna send me off even though i said theres no need for it.
okehh, im done packing people. Just left a few to stuff in the luggage. :D

Vietnam, here i comeeeee! and singapore, ill miss you. Hahhaahaaaha! padehal 1week jer. =.-

Watch me burn!

2010-09-29T22:03:00.004+08:00

Today sheesha was canceled last minute because ika couldn't make it. And it will be weird if its just me & amy with the guys. It wouldn't be the same without them, i guess? Hahaha. And for Suhainah case, i discarded the idea of going Orchard/Bugis before sheesha. She wanted to just walk around Bedok area. =.- Hahahha. I mean, whats there? Nothinggggg! :( And if i were to join syiqa and Rara, it would be too late by then. They were already at Fareast. haiyayaaahhh. Contacted amy but she was following her boyfriend to a job interview. She don't mind me following but i do okehh. So im left with my baby lappie, all aloneeeeeeee. Such a saddening storyy! psssttt.
Done downloading all the music and replying all comments at facebook. I was soooo bored that i took all the ugly side of me using the webcam. Coloured my nails blackk and killed time by dressing up. Hahhaa!

Then out of the sudden, amy called wanting to meet me. Followed by Syiqa and Rara. Hahaha. Coincident peee! So meet them at the bus stop and brought the bubble teas and foods we bought to the resident corner near petal. There were a lot of things we talked about and i realized things that i should have a long time ago. Guys especially. I already had enough hearing stories from other girls. Seriously. why can't they stop playing with our hearts and mind. Isshhh. And i had enough seeing guys mistreated/cheated their girlfriends too. The ones that totally took advantage and use them when they're needed. I must say that all the experiences make me see a clearer view. Luckily, i'm still single and don't intend of having any relationship for the time being. Enjoy singlehood when you have the chance, am i right? Because friends are the only great company you'll ever have. Heess :D

Pardon for the bad quality of the pictures//

2010-09-28T23:46:00.005+08:00

Im really am soooo excited! Attended today's briefing at school with Suhainah accompanying me. 2 briefing actually. One for the general study module at 2pm and the other is for the vietnam trip at 3pm. Sue gave me the moral support i needed since Aineyy can't make it to the presentation briefing and most importantly, i don't even know the other 27 people that is going for the trip. yeahhh. and i must say, majority of them are Malays. Hopefully, they're friendly luh eyy. hehehe.

Ohh yeahhh before i forget, today is the release of my result at 8am. I didnt even bother to check my result at first even though almost all my friends flooded my inbox. Hahaha. It was suprising to get a C+ from F for my project engineering drawing. Im thankful that i passed that module which i don't really have an interest on. hehehe. As for my gpa, it's 3.5 Sadly, i only have 2As and the rest B+. No distinction! yesss, rabaaakkkkk kaannnn!

Anyway, went tamp with some of our classmates. Walked around the area and then left with me, Sue and Faizul. Played timezone. Hockey and racing, with the help of Faizul. But still, Sue beat me in the racing. Tsskkk! Lepakk at the rooftop, story-telling & making jokes. Hahaha. We did have fun :D Planned an outing with them. As in with the other 3 of course. Just waiting fr the tyme when we all are free. Most probably the day after our class chalet ayyyeee.

2010-09-26T19:53:00.005+08:00

Went to Opiq's open house yesterday. Reached there at 5plus. yeaahhh. We were pretty late. Was supposed to come at 330. hehehe. And then to my uncle's open house today. Was quite a bore. Didnt do anything much because i merely know what to talk to my relatives. Spent by msging and listening to sister mp3 but i ended up sleeping. You see. Whenever im bored, i have no one to turn to except fr amy to lepak. But even now, shes busy watching lagenda budak setan wth her friend. (Ive watched the movie. Not that great because it's a saddening story. I hate the part where she died giving birth! Ttsskkk.) Being rejected by her dampened my mood even further. And im missing my poly friends hell alott! :( I mean all of them.
especially Aineyy!<33 Shes busy working & working. Haizzzz. I missed all the last minute movies and window shopping at Orchard with her. Can't wait for 4October! Me and her are going Vietnam for god's sake! Wwwwweeeeeee(:
Meet new companies/ make new friends! Explore Vietnam together and taking pictures :D

Jalan Raye With Ex-Damaians!

2010-09-22T23:55:00.000+08:00

Met the girls at my house first while the boys at Fatin's. The boys were quite late and we need to wait for them. So while waiting, we were talking about someone that we do not know but he will be joining us. Hahaha. Seriously we couldnt stop joking and imagining him.
To nana house and do make up for Rara. Tak jahanam okey. I did pretty well :D
After that, cikgu dini's. I had forgotten her name and called her ' cikgu yang slalu kasi kite makan pizza and cheese fries'. Hahaha. But unfortunately, there was only nachos. bohooo! :(

Took the newly wed photos, me&idris and raikha&fiq ( selena and justin bieber) Hahahha. inside joke.

Then, raikha's house. Celebrated September babies as well. Rara and amy's birthday, 20 and 24 respectively. Chocolate cake with nutella cream from polar. Super niceeee!(:

We went 9 houses in total. But anyway, had a great time. Kecoh maha kecoh luh korang. especially to the ones that still make noises even though its already late night and we were half-dead. hahaha. More pictures @ facebook and still waiting for more from nana and maira's camera(:

2010-09-20T22:06:00.000+08:00

Met sister at Tamp. I invested on a sport shoe that is cheap yet it is light and comfortable, good for running(: And bought a few tops and bottoms after much consideration and pestering from Suhail. Its late now. Im supposed to be asleep since i have to wake up early to go workout with her at the gym tomorrow morning. A good start, i must say. Orchard after that, i hope. I need new clothes for my trip to Vietnam. Suhail will be taking most of it to Hong Kong :(

2010-09-19T01:43:00.008+08:00

Off to nyp early in the morning to submit the forms to Mr Robert. Had Mac breakfast and headed to the library. Gossiped a lot and amy ended up not doing her revision. While myself, continue watching some of the gossip girl series. Train-ed to Pasir ris to meet the girls @ E!hub. Karaoke-ed again!(:
Bring old chang kee foods inside but the fish nuggets were hard as stone and the squid tasted awful :(

2010-09-15T23:14:00.000+08:00

Went out despite my spoilt mood.
It's funny how we kept missing the station/directions. We were so into discussing and talking about some issues till we forget where we are heading to. To Tangs to search for the clutch bag. There wasnt much to choose from especially when the price was quite high. Imagine 89bucks for a simple design! And then headed down to ayam penyet ria @ lucky plaza. Had my grilled chicken and happy soda(: New Look @ Somerset. Tried on some stiletto. I can't imagine how people can walk all around orchard wearing that. Because seriously, it hurts. Even though i wore wedges today to train my feet to get used to wearing heels, i had to endure the pain at my toes. Moving on to Forever 21 and bought myself a necklace and ring because i feel naked not wearing any of those since i lost some of my accessories.

2010-09-15T10:35:00.001+08:00

Something happened when i least expected it to.
I'm utterly disappointed and sad! :(

Lebaran 2010

2010-09-13T21:56:00.008+08:00

1st day:

2nd day was done downloading all the movies i need to watch during my 5weeks holiday. initially, we supposed to visit other houses and go johor for the open house but was canceled since both older sister was busy mugging for exam and doing their assignments.

3rd day:

Okey done! im lazy to update each house i visited. so yeahh. Today, went out with syiqa to survey for new sport shoes. I need them so that whenever i want to jog or go gym, i dont need to borrow from my 1st sis. Well, i PLANNED to exercise. Hahaha.
and i was searching for a clutch but i found none! ugghhh. Been wanting to buy one :(

My msges was flooded, planning all the dates for bwps and damai sec jalan rayer. Seriously, it was difficult to set a date since everytime, everything clashes with one another. huhhh.

2010-09-09T01:01:00.003+08:00

Exaaammmms are overr! Wwwwweeeeeee! :D
No more stress. 5 weeks of holiday and i bet i wont do anything at home. Since my job with Rara at fashion show for those 6 days were cancelled ( bohooo!) , i will be totally free while my friends will be busy with their Os and Scl club and the japan trip. haiyaaahh.
Talking about an overseas trip, i still havent fill up my vietnam trip. Mr Robert went a lot of trouble just to give me that piece of form. Hahaa. If my trip is confirmed, ill be away from 4october onwards!(: Cant wait!

So anyway, had our last paper which was organic chemistry. Im so looking forward to know my results. Anyway, separated with the other classmates since they wanted to watch movie @ Orchard. Went to city hall and then payar lebar. We had a difficult time deciding where to eat since everyone is craving from a range of varieties. I was craving for seafood and sipot sedot. Finally, i had them for break-fast but not my sipot sedut! :(
Henna-Slack-Windowshop-Homed! Toodles! muaaxx.

2010-09-05T22:23:00.005+08:00

I need to buy accessories! They are all so pretty. Gagaaaaaaahhhhhh! :(
and since it is still fasting month, i need to restrain myself from all sins, which include wearing revealing clothes. No shorts or sleeveless on. No red/ hot pink nails. You will never know how hard it is for me. haizzz.

My heart stops when you look at me.
Just one touch, now baby i believe
This is real :D

2010-09-01T16:40:00.003+08:00

I love this picture because i like my face here. Hahhaaha.
They said i have a square face. It is truee?? :(
and that square face makes me look cubby.

Used my baby lappy the whole day. Watched andartu, and its damn funny. But the storyline is kinda lame and the ending is like HANGING! I wanna watch lagenda budak setan . Ive watch the trailer and looks interesting. Its a love story(: All blame goes to Naia. because she kept promoting movies and tell me to watch them. Hahaa. I dont mind actually but the problem is, i have not memorize biochem even though the paper is 2 days away. She should have promote them afta my exams! Haiya yaaahhhh.

currently addicted to Rossa's songs. especially, 'Hati Yang Kau Sakiti' eheh :D

2010-09-01T01:30:00.002+08:00

Hahaha! oh my my my.
Ive been eating alot these days since my mens came like 2 days ago.
I will tend to eat something every hour and then. Haaaiizzz. Stupid mens. I rather fast than grow the fats in my body, making it fuller.
so anyway, had crash study at Naia's place. studied maths from 3 to 10pm.
Fun but tiring though. Ordered Macd meals and ate chocolate fudge for desert plus tasted some of her mum's cooking. hahaa. yeahh. That is how much i can take, but not my stomach eyy. hehehe :D

I feel like watching 3 idiots. They said it's very funny. Furthermore, i have not watch Hindi movies since long time ago. and i hate downloading from youtube. It's slow and keep getting stuck! ughhh.

Well, goodbye(:

2010-08-29T02:57:00.007+08:00

I'm in the midst of practising my maths. Then suddenly, i feel the urge to blog, again. I'm feeling distracted and confused due to the fact that how can someone changes so much in matters of tyme.
I was tidying the mess in my room, well kinda, when i found my old phone where all memories are kept. There were almost a thousand inbox messages that i haven't deleted. Out of curiosity, i scrolled and read some of them. Its saddening to see how someone that im close and comfortable with are distancing away. I barely know you. And i dont intend to look at you. Just by looking at you will make my blood boiled in anger. Yeahhh. I'm not satisfied with the injustice that u had done.

Sometimes i even wonder if there ever were sweet memories. Because through out the months we were together, i cant seem to recall any one of it. The only ones were when we started to know each other with nothing attached, the 1month plus which i thought i was blessed with your genuine love. plain stupid, wasn't i? You see. All the bad memories are haunting me, making it hurt even more. Its not because i cant get over you but because i cant get out of the pain you brought upon for the whole fucking 9mths.

2010-08-28T21:04:00.003+08:00

Poly friends XOXO

Didnt do pretty much today. Woke up at almost 3 and went straight to the living room to watch my korean series. Supposedly, i need to study with amy but i was even lazier to meet or contact anyone. 3-7pm non-stop and then high school musical marathon. Watched those thousand times though. hehee.

For now, the whole day slacking is alright. I dont want to pressure myself even more. i need my rest too ryte? Furthermore, i already studied real hard at night till sahur and had study grp with fafa, syiqa and ika at tp on friday. Will be studying with them again on sunday. Looking forward to!(:

2010-08-26T00:56:00.002+08:00

Been working my ass off studying with friends at bedok library.
initial plan was to start at 1 and end at 6pm, just in time to break-fast.
But we usually start at 2plus since we cant wake up THAT early. Hahaa.
And then sometymes, we went geylang and now, im sick of geylang already. Been there so many tymes. Going geylang just make my condition worse since my health is deteriorating.
I'm tired but i dont know why and why i cant sleep early.
and its affecting my mood. I will tend to look gloomy and sleepy. I hate thatt!
I feel like sleeping the whole dayy but i can't.
i need to work on my engineering maths. Ive yet to start my oc! :(

girlfriends outinggg!

2010-08-19T23:59:00.000+08:00

Met Amy first to search for clothes. Then with Syiqa and Dhea to buy foods at the bazaar. Seriously, the food suckss. The otah tasted as though it is not cooked yet. and the kebab.. worsee! thank god i didnt buy char kuay or the others. But the ramly burger's standard remains the same. Tasty as before(:

Prepare the cake for the belated birthday, FATINNNN! :D

So yeaahhh. We didnt do much though. But i had fun with yguys. The inside jokes and all. Meet again, shall we? teachers day? then we could play fireworks together at nightt! hehhee. Cant waiit!

2010-08-18T01:31:00.003+08:00

Hahhaha. You're too typical my dear friend.
Youre just like them. hahah. whatever. My mind is too occupied to even think about it.

Yesterday, went to study with amy and syiqa at petal.
Then a group of matreps came and disturb us. And for like almost 2hours, i cant concentrate since they keep on asking our contact no. and facebook.
Well, they're seriously a laughing stock!
This guy, which i know him from secondary sch ( but it seems as if he cant recognise me) sat beside me. He took my books and by chance, know by name. but i dont think he can read. My name turned out to be Na-di-ah. =.- ?????
hahaha. because that book clearly state Sakinah. and then he knew my school and was about to tell his friend but discarded the idea when i give him that look. There were alot more but let it just be between us and them ayyye. Hahaa. Thanks for the entertainment yguys(:
But it did scared the hell out of me. because they looked like drug addicts. Luckily, nothing happened.

For today as usual i slept pretty late. My plan was to continue study maths but i ended up in msn and facebook. Oh goshhh. They are distractions.
Had a little sleep and im up to school to study with my friends. Though i was pretty late.
Had popeye for break-fast at ang mo kio with Aineyy and Min and here i am. Sembawang(:
See. My life is kinda boring nowadays ryte? Its like there's no life to it.
Haizzz. Cant wait for girlfriends outing on thursday and malay-classmate on tuesday?
and i feel there is more things i have yet to do :(

So anyway, rara wanted me to post this:
"Dear self, do not be jealous of those who are blessed."
And here is what i gotta say:
I used to feel inferior to people that have their looks. I used to compare myself with others. But now, i realised there's no point to it. It will just make u feel down. Everyone has its own flaws. If u can't see that, they're are just hiding it. Simple as that.

I never felt so much confidence till recently. I feel so GREAT and satisfied!

And at first, me & rara were in bedok library (on monday) but we had to proceed to tamp library as there wasnt any place to study. It didnt make any difference because we ended up using rara lappie and laughing at people photos. And she showed her videos that she sang out of boredom. Totally hilarious! I was lucky since i was the only friend that have the opportunity to watch.

So there. Everyday is spent studying for semestral exam. Like i told you before, i cant study alone at home.
kkayy. gotta go lovelies. I need to continue doing my bcs and then tomorrow had study date with su or maybe naia tagging along. Buhhbyeeee!~

You've crushed everything :(

2010-08-16T23:37:00.005+08:00

This morning, something unexpected happened.
it dampened my mood totally when i saw with my eyes all the evidence that i had to know longggg tyme ago. I was shocked, confused and angry. My hands were shaking all over and i need to read it slow to digest every word. My heart seriously couldn't take it. I was restraining myself from crying. But i never once succeed in that. Never!
I felt disgusted and sick. and i had to admit that i was plain stupid to even believe a guy's words. I had those instincts of him cheating but i chose not to do anything since ive no proof. Now, see where i am standing. Being fooled by a guy i once loved deeply.

Another heartbreak..
another tyme to heal its wound..
I shall forget abt you, dear one. I just gotta to.

2010-08-15T01:53:00.003+08:00

At the start of a relationship, everything seems perfect.
In other words, you are being treated like a queen. From messages every few seconds of the day to late night calls and then to everyday meet-ups.

And you barely have any space when you needed them. Not even with your friends that you used to hang out with. When u are so used to being treated that way, things started to become complicated. Because it only lasted for a few months.
Now, you are the one waiting for their texts, replies, calls or whatsover. You started to be clingy and needy, bugging and pestering them. You gave them constant pointless dramas and come off as annoying. He may not understand how you felt inside. How missing someone can make you go crazyyy!

2010-08-14T21:46:00.003+08:00

I'm vexed of doing nothing.
The whole day was spent rotting at home. I can't even use my lappie because 2nd sister has been conquering it since the day her lappie is under medical attention, according to her. =.-
But now when i get the chance, she's using my handphone to go on facebook.
Not to mention that my youngest sister is pestering me to watch movies using my baby lappie.
How annoying can they get?? Uggghhh.

2 weeks left before my exam but ive yet started on anything.
I just have no motivation to study.
and im looking at the clock ticking, still, while i await for any sign from my friends :(

I was browsing through when i found this....

Hahahhaaha! That really lightened my mood(:

2010-08-13T00:25:00.007+08:00

Was forced to wake up at 0530 by daddy to have breakfast with them even though i don't want to.
I was very very sleepy since i had my sleep just one hour before that. Was busy chatting and movie marathon-ing alone since 2nd sister had gone to sleep. She have to work the following day.

7 hours of sleep till 2nd sis irritate me with her loud voice.
Went to sim lim square to get her lappie repaired. It was scorching hot and i couldn't resist all the temptations.
especially since i'm craving for ice cream with waffle. Adding chocolate malt hersheys, whipped cream and strawberries as the toppings. Oh fcukk. I need those badlyy! :(
can caaannnnn???

Headed to bugis street and bought a pair of sandal. But i was thinking of buying another pair. A simple one that will match with everything i wear.

Ugghhhh! Im totally short of money. If i heed their advice on continuing my contract with Isetan, i would have enough to spend on almost everything! Be it on clothes or bags, which i'm really desperate to have.
Kayy, say it out loud! "I'm jealous of you, SUHAILLL!"
hear that sister?? i know. You would be smiling by then. tsskkk.

It’s when I need you the most, that you’re not there to hold me.

Fish & Co.

2010-08-10T23:13:00.000+08:00

Only some of us turned up for the class outing. =.-
and we just asked Faizul's friends to come along even though we don't know them.
at first we wanted to dine at sakura international buffet but since we waited for nothing and dhouby gaut sakura isn't halal, we went to paragon to search for hei sushi. but there wasn't one so yeahh, ended up at fish & co (:

ordered seafood platter and since the serving is huge, shared with Thanu. Thank god. because my stomach can't fill in anymore.

2010-08-09T20:09:00.004+08:00

Just came back from family chalet at changi.
Since first sister's birthday is during the fasting month, they decided to do it before it. So yeahhh. it was damn tiring. we had been sleeping late to barbeque and watch movies.
wasn't that much of a fun though. No family bonds like old times.

anyway,
last thursday my classmates had some gathering at E18 chef, yishun. Then some of us went to orchard to search for things while the rest of them had to go back to school.
It was the 2nd time we went out together after the pizza hut to celebrate the end of all presentation. Whereas for this, we ate after we had our QC common test.
We will be having a gathering before the fasting month. Most probably tomorrow at lau pa sat or sakura cuisine.
I just love my classmates. They're just sweeeet and nice(:

♥

2010-08-06T00:05:00.003+08:00

Done with the ungraded modules, which are the PED and QC.
And for the first tyme, i gt an F for the PED previous class test.
It was shocking to me especially when we are going to sit for the common test paper a few minutes later.
Was kinda pissed off with the teacher. She wouldn't allow us to review the paper because we would then know our mistakes. I mean, that's the point ryte? If we don't even know our mistakes, how are we going to do better. Ugggghhhh. Im so disappointed in myself.

Anyway, someone just made me angry. I'm trying all my best to cool down.
I think by the tyme everything is over between us, i would be able to manage and control my emotions better. Haizzz. Im exhausted, seriously.

plain stupid.

2010-07-31T20:25:00.005+08:00

God give me so much clue but what i did in return was the wrong things all over again.

Psychology personality quiz:
You “love” ...him/her only because he/she loves you. If his/her flame puts out, you let go with no trouble.
No wonder I don't put in enough effort altogether.
Don't get it wrong. I can't understand myself either.

Misses & Craves

2010-07-30T23:47:00.005+08:00

Went to Sinar Lebaran with 3 of them. Catch up things and yeahh, things like that when u meet ur friends after such a long tyme. gee :D
The show was funny, only that the artist keep on reappearing.

I'm craving for salmon!
Kfc cheese fries and egg tart.
And my favourite vanilla mixed with strawberry ice blended :(

Aaaaawwww. I really need those. It's so Yummmmyyyy! :(

2010-07-29T22:07:00.007+08:00

Today had our exhibition at block Q305.
Fuuuhhhh! I'm sooo relieved. It has finally come to an end.
We finished all our presentation and now left with just common test and semestral exam to focus on.

>

2010-07-25T21:44:00.003+08:00

Miss my girlfriends and other secondary friends alott. Recently, had a chat with some of them. Secondary life is still the best kan kann :(
Korangg, break fast together2 kayy? aku ader 3 weeks holiday and 5 weeks after that! Hahahaa.

Gonna mug on bcs soon. My test is tomorrow.
But since i didn't attend any of her lectures anymore, i can't quite understand the topics. Serve me right. haizzz.
Anyway, take care and buhbyeee!<3

2010-07-25T21:31:00.002+08:00

I feel disturbed :(
If only i was given instructions on how to lead my life, i would not make any of these mistakes.
If only my mind controls every action instead of my heart, i would not be in this state.

2010-07-24T21:13:00.000+08:00

Went Johor with Aunt.
Had lunch at Kenny Rogers. Then headed to Tok Andak's house.
Didn't expect the house to be that big and clean. I was expecting an old kampong with mosquitoes.

Movie marathon with the kids and the others. Watched twilight, taken, Max payne, house bunny and by time it was 2am and they were showing quarantine, we switched it off since we heard the dog barking. We didn't dare to watch it. scary man. Especially the area was surrounded with big trees and old houses.
Faizal or alepp gonna teach me ride motorbike the next tyme i come. Woohhh cant wait(:
But it's not as if i'm going to ride motorbike in the future. Preferably a car. That is just for the sake of having fun and gaining knowledge. hahaa.
They were surprised at first but they said they will. so yeahh. i don't know when ill be going there. Aunt wanted to bring me to melaka too to meet other relatives. Just don't know when.

2010-07-23T23:47:00.000+08:00

Followed this good friend of mine, aineyy, to rp. Watched floorball and god, i miss playing! :(
I'm jealous of sports people, seriously. i wish i could be like them. Not just about the body or the strong knee that they have. But because i can't even play any of my favourite sports activity. It's been a while since i play netball and floorball. :(

First, watched the boys play. Nyp against rp. Next the girls, mixed of ite against tp.

Presentation.

2010-07-20T19:15:00.001+08:00

Had 5 groups to present their semestral project while mine would be next Tuesday.
They planted questions during questions and answers session to help each other. It was soo obvious, actually. They just have no acting skills because apparently they wrote at the paper on what questions we should ask them and they would answer it straight away without hesitating to think on what to say. It's like they already rehearse it so many times. Our lecturer knew of course and he had to hide his smile. yes, i did saw that! hahaa.

Today, my group under the professional image had to present our work in front of the lecture theatre from the school of engineering and science courses.
i was shaking! God knows how nervous i was. if it was just my classmates, i wouldn't mind. I'm quite used to them.
but overall, the presentation was okey. Went to the lecturer for feedback and she said im on the right track. There's still minor mistakes here and there. Fuuuuhhhh. glad its over. Just 2 more presentation and exhibition to gooooo!~
And our job is done.
week 16 will be our common test for non-examinable modules. then there is 3 weeks holiday before semestral exam. just 3 papers!(:

2010-07-16T19:20:00.008+08:00

Lovely classmates! <3
Thanks for everything!(:

Had my scorpion hair after so long. Done by Shazana.
When im in sec 4, Atiqah would do it for me during maths and physics lessons.
We would then be scolded by Mrs lee or mr phoa for not paying attention.
Aaawwww, still remember those days. Especially Mr Phoa's reaction. Hahaaha.

Oh yaarr, he's getting married this year.
I'm happy for him, like finally!(:

2010-07-13T23:53:00.004+08:00

4months back, i thought miracles will happen to me.
Money, more money!

But then the first one, they don't need us already.
The second one, we received news that it would be delay. Not once. But thrice. I was disappointed at first. There goes my dreams :(
I keep telling myself, " It's just a delay, just a delay."
But i know deep down, i can't put too much hope.

My prediction is sooo true. It was canceled. Cb!
Uggghhhhhhh! I'm sooo fcuking annoyed!
With him, with them!

2010-07-12T21:52:00.004+08:00

See my hair?? Well, it's getting better. But im still jealous with people that have long, curly and soft hair!! ugghhhh.

One of my group members is kinda pissed with me :(
Can't blame her.
But everything is settled. Thank godd!

Aineyy was being sweet today. She gave me a book, " How To Be Single" for me to read. Gee...
While at first, Naia was annoyed due to some reasons. Shall not elaborate. Haizz.

We gotten our common test paper.
But i didn't do that well as i have expected. Engineering Maths is the only A ive gotten out of all the 3 papers. Organic Chemistry, 79. ( 1more marks to getting an A)
Approached Mr Robert and he believes that i could get A for my semestral exam. Hopefully :(
Currently, he's my favourite teacher. He is caring towards us and aaawwwww, hes a cutieee! Hahahaa.
And he will be joining us to Vietnam. Wohoooo! :D
Anyway, biochemistry, a B grade too.

Skipped Maths lesson again. Just couldn't wake up early luhh.
Then next week will be a stressful one. Too much test, assignment and presentation. The bad new is that one of the weekends, which is Saturday, I need to work for Isetan. Goshhh. I don't know if i can catch up things. I need to plan out everything so i will have sufficient time to revise for all my modules.
Not to forget I need to make appointment with the Maths genius in my class. Apparently, Im not good enough in the method of substitution for integration.

2010-07-10T18:48:00.003+08:00

Everyone is not free to follow me to the flea market at scape.
Ggrr. I asked them out but they turn me down. Especially youuu! it makes me mad!
Forget it. I won't ask you out anymore.

So anyway, make my way with 2nd sister. But she didn't withdraw her money so i had to use minee!
Didnt buy much there. I wanted to buy this clothes that are selling really cheap but ive no tyme since im meeting Atiqah at Macd to study. (She came damn early!)
There's about 300 stalls, i guess?? Hahaa.
its okey. The next one i shall bring enough money to satisfy my needs :D

I have been aiming for this charles and keith wallet.
I wanted to buy but since there's no coin pouch, im considering it. Haaaizzz.
Gonna have to search for a new wallet. My forever 21 clutch has broken :(

2010-07-09T21:19:00.003+08:00

That is the only reason i hang on to you.
We will be okay. We will be alrightt.
Nothing can ever break us apart.

That's what i thought months ago. I was wrong. Definitely wrong.
All that we had is gone now. There's nothing left to say.
With just one stupid lie can break the love that bind us together.
Though it hurts,
I know i just can't let my feelings take control.

Falling out of love is hard.

2010-07-06T21:44:00.002+08:00

I have been skipping classes.
Reason? I slept pretty late.
What have i been doing? Occupy myself by chatting, webcaming, facebook and hearing songs.
Consequences? The teacher gave me warning. But not yet give me the warning letter.
Hahaa. Gosshhh. I'm crazy. This is sooo not me.

Anyway, received result for quality control. Surprisingly, i got an A! :D
Hahaa. But i know. With this attitude of mine, my good grades won't last that long.

2010-07-05T00:24:00.003+08:00

My life has always been you. But it's time for a change.

It hurts real bad :(

2010-07-03T11:26:00.004+08:00

See that Sony Ericsson phone?? It's now useless. As in spoilt. For the time being, i will be using E71 before my father ask it backk.

Time is precious. But i wasted it by going to school, meeting my gsm group. My team mates are totally ignorant of my presence. My breath gone to waste whenever i ask a question. I didn't even get any reply. I am not being a racist here. But seriously, when it comes to group work, they will usually talk among themselves and speak in their language. I was sooooo pissed that i take my revenge on them, ignoring whatever they discussing or asking me.
From the meeting, we didn't conclude anything. It's merely us doing our own business and then back home. And what made me angrier when they say " We could have actually discuss this in msn, ryte?" Woahhhh. Heart painnn!
Thats what ive been telling them but they wouldnt listen.

Kay anyway. Walked with Khazin from school to the same train since he stayed in Woodlands. Talked & Talked. First tyme, we had a real conversation.
Reached grandpa's house but to realize that he went for Friday's prayers. No one is at home. I had to wait for his arrival before i can fill my stomach with curry chicken. It would be much more satisfying if my aunt uses commercial salt instead of table salt as it was too bland. And ive been craving for roti kirai ever since we went to KL :(
Im not much of an eater like my 2 older sister. Aunt was quite pissed because she stored a alot of food for me. Cookies, chocolates, ice-cream, snacks, brownie and more. But whenever i came to her house, the first thing i would do is to look for a bed and sleep. Food gone to waste and she said she will never buy me anything ever. but nahh, of course she doesn't mean it. She's still buying all those for me but not too much like before :D

It rained heavily that evening. I felt even lazier to meet my other group members regarding our biochemical presentation. There was only the 4 of us, Me, Naia, Faizul ( aka acunnnnn, inside joke. Haha) and shazana. Instead of doing our work, we talked. Serious talk. About what's important in life, our mistakes in the past and planning what our future would be like.
It's saddening to say that i have not decided what i wanna to do. I have a lot of dreams but i am not assure what interest me the most. Furthermore, i'm trying to be realistic. I'm just impressed with them.
In between, there times whereby we surf the internet to look at the photography and make-ups. Mostly artiste. Some gossips here and there. So Faizul had to bear us for a little while(:

2010-07-02T21:00:00.003+08:00

Trust is like a piece of paper. Once crushed, no matter how much you try to straighten it out, it will never be crease-free.

2010-06-28T23:28:00.001+08:00

So bored, so boreddd! :(

Going KL for almost a week wasn't that great. Spent most of the days attending the wedding's reception. Didn't shop much. KL food wasn't that nice too. Especially the fast food, eg even the Macdonalds doesn't look appetizing . And lets not talk about the public toilet. haiyaaahhhh.

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2010-06-25T01:19:00.002+08:00

I LOVE YOU SAKINAH...
These four words have my life in them !

~ Hassan Faisal

2010-06-25T01:10:00.000+08:00

Just so you know, youre so special in my heart that no one will ever replace you. I love you too much baby. im feeling the pain again of being separated from you. eventhough its just merely 6 days. the thought of not meeting you hurts me the most. But i dont want you to suffer as much as i am sayang. Take care of urself. Ill always think of you no matter what. I love you Hassan Faisal! :(
Goodbyee! Hope to hear from you soon.
Muuaacckkksx8! *huggs and kisses*

2010-06-18T22:16:00.001+08:00

"Your emotional life is not written in cement during childhood. You write each chapter as you go along."

- Harry Stack Sullivan, American Psychologist

2010-06-18T11:51:00.007+08:00

Others will be at facebook(:

2010-06-17T22:06:00.005+08:00

I want that badlyy! I wannnnnnttt! Especially the hot pink and the whiteee! Grrr.
Make up your mind Sakinah.
Either the iphone 4g or itouch. Tskkk.

Ohh goshhh. My flu came backk!:(
I hate having flu. I rather have high fever. I mean it's better than having ur nose being pinched and blowned every few seconds with tissue paper..

Don't feel like going school tomorrow....

2010-06-17T21:48:00.002+08:00

Celebrated Aineyy's belated birthday today.
Bought her a gift shared among us three, Me, Naia and Shaz.
Had our lunch at Botanical Garden. Took pictures, took pictureeeees! :D

Thenn Min came and surprised her with a birthday cake from prima deli. Cookies and creaammm. We told her to take out the candles and decorations with her mouth. It's hard for her to do that because she was so scared that we would smudge her face with the cake. But eventually, we did after eatingg.
Fuuuhhh! It was really tiring running from them. That's the first time i really ran so fast after months of not exercising.

Went to E!hub to meet boyfie during his break at around 7plus. I was pretty latee. Really sorry babyy. Hehhhe.
We had dinner at magic wok. ( Now i know where it is located Naia. Hahhaa )
Home sweet home while boyfriend went back to work.

Outing again soon ayyyeee!
and and hopefully, Cp1004 outing would not be canceled :(

ps/ Aineyy! Naiaaa! Upload by tonighttt okeyyy?? *winkk*

2010-06-17T21:12:00.007+08:00

Crazy but funnnnn!(:
I miss you guys already. Seriously, this was the bestest outing we ever had. Naakkk Lagyyyyy!! hahahaa. Can't wait for the next one. Buke puaseee together gether kan kann? Hehhhes. Muaahhhx!

2010-06-15T23:12:00.003+08:00

i changed back to my blog url(:
I'll make everything new once i got time to spare.
Can't wait for new pictures, new skin, new url etc.

Karaoke with girlfriends at E!hub. Had a great time with them.
Especially when we started dancing and singing out loud. Mad girls on loose, i say.

Photos will be uploaded later. Waiting for Nana and Maira to send it to meeeee!

2010-06-14T23:00:00.000+08:00

Karate Kid is awesome:D
5 thumbs upp! Hehhee.

2010-06-11T21:50:00.004+08:00

Holiday has just begun!
But my exams aren't over yet.
nevermynd. I'll work my ass off before going KL for a week.
Without any friends studying with me:(
Their schedule is packed and maybe i should have join the ogl camp with them. Hissyyyy.

It's pretty isn't it? Hehheehh. I loveeeeee cupcakesss! :D
Baked by Mum and 2 older sisters.

Im F. Bored!
I can't watch movies online at night because it is freaking slowwwww!
And Prince of Persia is a must to watchhh!

2010-06-10T21:29:00.000+08:00

2010-06-10T21:02:00.003+08:00

Had a lonnggg practice for E.Maths with Aineyy in the school library.
We practised from 2-6.30 non-stop and my brain feels like exploding from all the calculations and algebra.
Haissss. A pretty tiring day.
We planned to continue studying at the cafe library but it was already close. I need jumbo hotdog and strawberry soda to boost my energy level. And ive been craving for oneeeee!! Too badd. :(
We headed to cheers at shopping archade and bought cup noodles for ourselves. After eating at the fountain, we were too tired to open our maths book backk.

I loveeee engineering maths :D
Im satisfied with my class test result. Except project engineering design of course. I dont have the foundation of the theoryy. I'm better in drawing the diagrams only which are the 1st and 3rd angle projection.
Organic chemistry = 83%
E.Maths = 12/15 ( can do better than than. Its just careless mistakes. I didnt simply it. And the only test with the lowest overall marks)
Biochemistry = A
Hehhhee. Yessss! Seeee. I don't need you guys to teach me all those in order to get at least a pass. And your fucking attitude is irritating me!

Ever thought that maybe its not because i'm too too toooo slow to absorb but of the way u explain it to me? Hahhaaa. Ohh Gosshhh.
I can't tolerate their attitude when thinking backkkk.

Common test is after the holiday. I need to study harder to get even good grades.

2010-06-08T22:56:00.003+08:00

I'm more emotional than practical.
That i can't deny.
But this attitude of mine is creating problem, especially for us. Our relationship.
Instead of solving the main problem, it makes the matter worst.
I've been like this in my previous relationship and that is partly the reason of a break-up. just partly.
But i can't continue like this. I don't want to risk it anymore. Not with you. Yess. I agree with you. There is a limit to everything.

I've decided. I will change for u. I will try my best to control my emotions from getting out of hand. I don't want to see you hurt again and again because of me. I'm sorry.

These past few days, i've been thinking. As in really brainstorming. I put all the pieces of my past. And suddenly, i get the whole picture. A clearer one.
It's not coincidence but being planned or to be more specific, exaggerated.
I should not have depend on others.
I should stand on my own. I should have my own self of thinking and deciding. Furthermore, it's my life. I get what i want and not the other way round. I'll decide whats best and whats not. I need to.

Happy 7mthsary ♥ !

2010-06-08T21:37:00.002+08:00

There is an overseas educational trip for us. I chose Korea out of the 4 choices given. I really wanna go there badly but its first come first served basis. Unfortunately, i was having a test when the online registration opened. Uggghhhh! By the tyme i want to register, all the places are occupied. Next option, Japan. and the selected people will be goingg Disneyland!! :(
But im scared i wont be able to go as they say in order to go japan, i have to take japanese language as my gsm! I just need to wait for tommorrow briefing. Just wait SAKINAHH!!!
There is still vacancy for Vietnam whereas Beijing, im not pretty sure.
Worse come to worse, i will take VIETNAM!!!

It suuuuckkkksss!!

2010-05-29T01:49:00.003+08:00

i'm sooooo annoyeddd! I'm sooooo pissed.
By everything that has been happening around me.
Firstly, i didnt get the tangs job just because we went late for the interview. Secondly, my citibank job delayed because they have inefficiency in settling the refunds to customer or whatever. Thirdly, i called isetan after receiving 2 msgs from the human resource telling me to call them as there's an urgent adhoc job for me. But when i called, my supervisor is not around. So i need to wait for another day for it. Its suckk! totally! Not to mention i have a small amount of money left for gss and a trip to kl in juneeee with family.

and ive been having personal problem myself. I wonder when it will stop.. ohh i forget. Wakeee upppp, SAKINAH! This is reality! There will absolutely be more obstacles down the road.

*sighh and sighhhh*

ps// done with watching shrek. wass okayyy :D

2010-05-25T15:21:00.002+08:00

My sister will be away (in china) for a week. It's unfair. All my life in primary and secondary education, there has not been any excursion to other countries. Not even one.

And get well soon. Don't miss us too much! hehhes :D

Ive watched the last song and back-up plan.
Ratings: Last song (1.5/5) . back-up plan (4/5)
Now left with shref forever after.

2010-05-25T14:26:00.010+08:00

Universal studios wasn't that great. I still preferred the theme part in gold coast: movie world, dream world and sea world. Much much more trill(:
The roller coaster is not opened yet and we did not manage to ride the hydroelectric plant bacause of technical difficulties. ):
But im not going to miss it next tymeee!

Ancient Egypt:

Had our lunch at oasis spice centre. Ate Chicken kebab!(:
Then goldilocks for some snack.

Hollywood:

More photos will be uploaded in facebook.

2010-05-15T23:28:00.002+08:00

I have 2 jobs in my hand!(:
The other job will be starting on 19 May and i'll be working at Tangs for a month as sales assistant.
With boyfriend and 3 other classmates.
for this job, it'll be from wed to friday. Weekends depend on us weather we can make it.

Anyway, ive been struggling with my organic chemistry. I dont know how im gonna cope it. I guess i need to study like i used to before my Os. And that is studying all night longgggg! ):

Met Rara on Friday. Its been long since we last met. Was a little surprised. Didnt expect her to msg me. And the reason she text me was because she viewed my blog's archieves and missed the days when we were close. Hahha. Did a lot of catching upp. And today, studied with syaf. Godd. She's clever! Hahha. Raikha came after that for awhlye and rara nexttt.

2010-05-11T20:23:00.005+08:00

School is fun when u're surrounded with great classmates!< 33 :D

I can't wait to work on 6June for citibank smrt with that large amount of pay. With 5 of my classmates sumore.
Wwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Aineyy Babee and Edwin Hunkk! Get well soon!(:

These are the movie lists that i wanna watchhh:

Shrek Forever After in 3D
Ip man 2
The Last Song
The Back-up Plan

Uggghhhh!! Book meeeeee bebehhhh!!!!

2010-05-09T21:08:00.004+08:00

I miss my homee @ bedokk! ):
Im sorry i didnt come back. Happy mothers' dayyy!!

Bought deuter baggie that costs me $100plus.
Now im left with just 10bucks to support me until end of may.
So much of wanting to buy clothes for school and store some of them @ sembawang.

2010-05-09T20:45:00.007+08:00

Last Friday's outing.
Just managed to upload it after much pestering from my classmates. Hahaa.
Watched iron man 2 @ cineleisure that day. Superrbbbbb babyyyy!:D

NYP people. hearts hearts

2010-04-28T21:55:00.001+08:00

Aineyyy Rahman not in the picture!;D
Waiting patiently for Fridayyy!

I wanna join squaaassshhhhhh! Shud i? hhmmmm.

2010-04-28T20:20:00.002+08:00

It isnt easy to forget and start afresh when you have not been truthful to me from the start.

2010-04-26T19:06:00.002+08:00

I'm sooooo weakk!
And im blaming myself for being like this.
Maybe what they said is true. I'm just not ready to be in a relationship....

I was having fever and my headache is making it harder to concentrate in whatever the lecturers were talking about.
But im touched when edwin insist that i should buy panadol. I'm glad that i have a caring vice-rep(:
Next, i had a presentation for biochemical tutorial. I was shaking badly eventhough im quite close with most of my classmates. Haiyaaa. Need to get use to it. It's poly life anyway.

And mind you. Poly life isnt that easy as i expected. I'm studying engineering maths (amaths), inorganic chemistry, organic chemistry, biochemical, quality control, engineering drawing and theres semestral proj. 7 modules altogther. That doesnt include the general studies: cross cultural communication & professional image.

2010-04-25T15:56:00.000+08:00

It's really hurting & affecting me real baddddd.
I just can't take the fact that u did that to me. Ohh goddd. why why?
I've given my all in this relationship because i trust you soooo much.
Why it turned out this way? Somemore, with my own bestfriend!

Never had i loved and cared for anyone this much. :'(

2010-04-24T18:55:00.000+08:00

My baby pink lappieeeeee! :D

2010-04-09T20:37:00.007+08:00

Went Damai with Fai and 2nd sister first to get my testimonial and Olevel Cert.
Gossshhhhhh! I freaking miss the school siaaaa and the makcik food too!
Anyway, im soooo addicted with the tap2 revenge game!
Evertytme i meet hym, we will challenge with each other but so far, he has been winning all the games. :(
Sad sadddddd!
I want iphone badlyyyyy!

Met lovely girlfriends and lepak at petal after that. We wanted to go karaoeke but most of them cant make it. Odah missing in action and Rara is sickk etc..
We decided on Wednesday, but not sure which Wednesday will it be...

2010-04-08T21:11:00.000+08:00

Our 5th monthsary tday:D
Had no plan since there is no other place to go in Spore. *Sighhh*
BORINNNNNNGGGG!
So i asked Amy to tag along.. With firdaus of course.
Watched 'Date Night' @ E!hub.

Amirah Grills

2010-04-07T23:03:00.000+08:00

Great Birthday Surprise!(:

2010-04-05T22:12:00.003+08:00

Today was my first day in nanyang poly.
yesss i know, i couldnt believe it myself. Its too soon for an orientation.
hehhes.

I was seriously nervous that i couldnt eat my breakfast. And i didnt get enough sleep the night bfore.
But everything went okeyy when we settled down and play some games to get to know each other better. (the games were boring and lame)
But i didnt intend to stay there longer so my new friends and i walked off around 3 when supposedly, the orientation finishes at 6plus, i guess.

So there!(:
See you guys again tomorrow!

2010-03-26T10:38:00.003+08:00

I'm sorry.

My haircut is undescribably bad.
& their service is not good. Seriously.
I hate my current hair. It makes my hair look short and waaaayyyyy too thin! Grr.
Poly going to commence soon and im at my worst.

2010-03-24T19:15:00.001+08:00

Currently addicted to this korea song:

I only had the opportunity to watch the ending/ middle part. Because i wasn't following the story at first..
A little bit slow but a touching movie!(:

2010-03-24T18:31:00.006+08:00

Met Amy yesterday since i got nothing much to do.

I rather go out than lying down munching chocolate bars while laughing my ass off watching friends season 10 even though i watched it a million times. Because apparently, father has been nagging about me for not exercising!
I neeedddd to strengthen my muscles at my knee cap area!! - that's what he wants.
hahha. but i knw, going out isnt much of a help if u compare to exercising. I'll start tomorrow everyday okeyyy.
I will use the dumbell and do weight-lifting. Doctor advised me to place the 1kg dumbell at my ankle and bent my knees up and down. The first tyme i tried after my physiotherapy, the next day i could feel an electric shock at the muscles for a second. That could be the muscles, strengthening a little! Hahhah. Weird assumption.
Anyway, someone just cracked a joke and he sang one part of the lyric that is totally off tune. Before i forget what i wanna say, i better ignore hym first. Laugh later...

Had a bite @ auntie anne's and headed to ikea. took pictures, which will be uploaded later, and then had our hotdogs!(:
And thanks bestfriend for spending tyme and cheering me up ;D

2010-02-26T21:17:00.003+08:00

After working so hard and having only a day off every week, it felt good spending my money on clothes. *relieved*

Anyway, on the 23rd of february, met amy and epul. Watched 'my name is Khan'. Worth my 10bucks! :D
To frolick after that. so addicted luhh. i cant stop myself!

ohh yeahh. i've extended my length of service in isetan. So i will be working until 15march.

& the good news: Baby just came back from Dubai! Hehhes.

I miss youuuu!

2010-02-01T22:36:00.004+08:00

2010-01-27T12:31:00.000+08:00

Woken up by sister because she wanted to know where ive been posted to.
Waahh. I was really expecting and hoping that i would get ngee ann. But nooo!
But instead, im posted to nyp under chemical and pharmaceutical technology.
I was really really disappointed. hisyy.
Then started to ask all my friends and none of them is going nyp! Sedihh siaa. Jaoh satu hal.
Even my boyf was not posted to ite clementi! :(
Washed up and im stressing myself weather i should appeal.
Went out with Mum and Aunt to jalan sultan even though my knee still hurts.
And aunt tried all she could to make me see that the course and the distance aren't so bad.
She said i could always come to her place at sembawang if theres any breaks or sleep there if im too tired to come back to Bedok.
Haiyaahh.
Im still upset anyway. :'(

Baby haven't been replying my msges ( i wonder if he gets all the msges because he doent seem to), emails etc!
He's online now but has been ignoring me.
nehmind. I will wait until my butt can no longer sit infront of this comp!

2010-01-22T21:15:00.003+08:00

Baby is flying off to Dubai soon, for almost a month!

Leaving me alone again ;'(

2010-01-21T23:06:00.001+08:00

Because of my leg, i couldn't go to work for a week.
There goes my full one month pay. ):
I fall from the ladder and dislocated my knee. And due to the impact, theres a big blue black patch at the other leg.
tskkk.

So the following day after the accident, Fai and Amy came to my house ;D
Sorry i didnt inform u at first and for making u worried baby.

2010-01-15T21:11:00.002+08:00

I'm so restless. been working everyday and there's only one day off a week! ):
but for next week, im free on tuesday and saturday. Like finally, a weekend off.
The first time i do cashier, my head felt like bursting esp with customers that could not be patient and im so afraid to handle the money because whenever there's shortage or excess, ill be in deep trouble.
Tday, under shoes. Im out of cashier for tomorrow too.

Anyway, im still disappointed with my results. I really hope i can make it to ngee ann poly.
But i really dont want this particular guy to be in the same course as mine.
Bcause coincidentally, he chose the same course as i am. pfffttt.

hhmm... im starting to get bored of my own blog.

2010-01-04T21:19:00.003+08:00

I miss Damai! I miss studying! ):
And i miss wearing Damai Uniform!!

Anyway, today was my first day at work but im soo tired already.
The first thing i do when i entered my home was to go straight to my room and took a rest.
& I blistered my feet because im soo not use to wearing pump shoes!
Uhhh-huhh. So everything was okey. In charge of guess bags sales.
Im having tuesday as off-day, which is tomorrow ;D
And the following day, i have to do afternoon shift while the friends i just made do the morning shift ):
Not fairr!

2010-01-01T21:28:00.003+08:00

New Year, a new start for me.
Unlike other past few years, i have no resolution for 2010.

Since i decided to pursue my studies in poly, i took the job at Isetan Tamp ;D

2009-12-22T16:13:00.006+08:00

Sorrry guys for not updating.
I've been going out these days/sleeping at home and have been lazy to update!
Kayy. i Don't know where to start..
Hhmmmm....
Kay nevermind. I just upload some pictures. I think that will do.

On the 14 of December, Pizza Hut;

On the 18 of December, Sentosa;
It was his birthday but i couldnt spend a lot of time with him. Sorry for that little gift and for not planning ur bday perfectly):

and yesterday,
went swimming with sisters. It was tiring. Thats the second time im going for this month but i still couldnt swim properly. Merely play with the waters ;D
Im having leg cramps! And im getting darker! Grrr...
And about the dieting thing, i succeeded doing it for 2weeks. But after that, i couldn't endure it anymore. I need PLENTY and various kind of food!

I'll be heading Sembawang tomorrow nyte people. For 2weeks! Wweeeeeeeeee!(:

2009-12-08T14:36:00.002+08:00

My Baby You _Marc Anthony

As i look into your eyes
i see the reason why
My life's worth a thousand skies
You're the simplest love I've known
And the purest one i'll own
Know you'll never be alone

Chorus:
My baby you
Are the reason i could fly
And cause of you
i don't have to wonder why
Baby you
There's no more just getting by
you're the reason i feel so alive
Though these word i sing are true
They still fail to capture you
as mere words can only do
How do i explain that smile
And how it turns my world around
Keeping my feet on the ground

I'll sooth you if you fall
I'll be right there if you call
You're my greatest love of all

Happy 1st Monthsary Sayang ;D
Ily.